Painful Days

“Even on the most painful days,

Days I would stay up countless hours ticking by wishing,

Hoping that I could have died with you.

But again and again I remember my days with you... and... and I use them for support”


I let out a steady sigh, as tears blurred my vision.


“But as time passes by, shouldn’t this pain ease?

It’s getting harder for me,

It’s getting too hard,

this ease just won‘t come to me.

It‘s repenting me”